The Kebilsphere

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I killed Di
I killed Di

Everyone tells me that I should not feel guilty
But I know that part of it is my fault

Di was so much like me
It was why we made such a deadly couple
And she hurt just like me

She never did admit it
But maybe there is a hint in what happened with Chris
Maybe she was desperately afraid of being left

But nobody that knows here would say that, as she
Was the one who kept on leaving
Until there was me

I held on to hear for 5 years, lost her after 6
To her own hand
With Daddy’s gun
Steps away from him

Was it partly the hurt of us being separated
That kept pushing her so hard
And pushing her to the point of a violent death
All her other attempts being suicide

These thoughts burn in my head