The Kebilsphere

my demons again
    they all know where I am staying
Ghosts from my past
    find my changing addresses
rather bemusing
    an interesting regression

New habits die hard
   and an illness will kill me
‘n addiction is naught
but a self induced sickness 
       self imposed sentance 
Slave’ry through escape
slave to escapism
a monkey sleeps on my back 

Self deceipt for me
    I s coherent delerium 
From Reality outside         -                              
     Papaver will keep me         -                      
The reason is why
       Chemistry is sustinance     
Storms rage outside
    with my poppy I will hide
Nature abhours absitnence

By the River, whilst sipping Nepenthe, he forgot to remember, or did you remember that what hws trying o