The Kebilsphere

my demons again
    they all know where I am staying
Ghosts from my past
    find my changing addresses
rather bemusing
    an interesting regression

New habits die hard
   and an illness will kill me
‘n addiction is naught
but a self induced sickness 
       self imposed sentance 
Slave’ry through escape
slave to escapism
a monkey sleeps on my back 

Self deceipt for me
    I s coherent delerium 
From Reality outside         -                              
     Papaver will keep me         -                      
The reason is why
       Chemistry is sustinance     
Storms rage outside
    with my poppy I will hide
Nature abhours absitnence

By the River, whilst sipping Nepenthe, he forgot to remember, or did you remember that what hws trying o

So I fucked up the sun
and I fucked up again
Really headed down
gotta try and hold on
one more time
set the controls for the heart of the sun
set the controls for the heart of the sun